I feel like I should make an update post and not a fandom flail post for once ( Read more... )

My cousin asked for the remote.

I just started punching his face in.

It's been months since I had an episode.

I just felt so bad, he says it's okay. But I just feel horrible.

I have an appointment tomorrow with Dr.Scott.

:/ I think I broke my hand. Typing with my good one.

So I'm pretty sure my grades in all my classes have gone down. I either didn't do or didn't finish any of my winter packets. Some girls in biology spilled some make up and Coach took forever finding a mop so I fell asleep after I finished my work and had a Joick dream. It was so real. I was a guitar tech on their tour and me and Kevin were BFFs and ( Read more... )

I pretty much hate going to the doctor. This whole time I've been misdiagnosed. I'm so fucking mad, I got fucking medical dog tag saying lupus nephritis, not Sjögren's syndrome. For 5 years, I've been getting blood taken. Taken a bunch of different drugs. I only have 1 and 1/3 of a kidney. All the test were inconclusive so they kept cutting me open ( Read more... )

I'm already trying to get my new year resolutions done. I went for a walk/jog this morning and came back and worked out for an hour. I'm thinking if I can do this stuff without messing with my lupus then I can do anything. I did 100 sit ups, I bench pressed 45, but I might take it down to 35, its kinda heavy lol. I've only eaten twice today and it ( Read more... )

I was late today. I had a doctor's appointment. I went to see Dr.Scott, my "brain doctor". I hate saying psychologist because it makes me feel like I'm crazy or something, I mean I obviously am, but I don't like to verbally admit it. I love Dr.Scott, she gives me candy and always asks me how my day is. She's the only adult that knows how I really ( Read more... )